Darker Shade of Light

The Darker Shade of Light
We hurt cause we know we aren’t right
That’s from the star, we’re built to be imperfect
We pray cause we lack perceptive sight
Without the time to think to learn to reflect
Yet somehow I survived, through my hatred and my lies
Bathing in the darker shade of light
Kneel. Prepare to crawl
Feel b’fore you fall
你不可能一切的等着我 (You can’t always wait for me)
Hold the summer’s flame
Cold the winter’s claim
请你不要痴痴地等着我 (Please don’t wait for me meaninglessly)
You soothe the raging fire in my mind
Through the night you warm my icy soul
Released the very best I could find
One moment’s breath, I thought I would unfold
Yet somehow I remain
Through the love and past the pain
Bathing in the darker shade of light
Kneel. Prepare to crawl
Feel b’fore you fall
你不可能一切的等着我 (You can’t always wait for me)
Hold the summer’s flame
Cold the winter’s claim
请你不要痴痴地等着我 (Please don’t wait for me meaninglessly)

Fears

There's something wrong with me.
It seems that I have a twisted sense of conscience. It actually feels wrong to actually be doing the right things. Maybe doing bad things actually meddle with your sense of right and wrong and when you immerse in the wrong for too long, you will be transformed. In the bad way.

A new home for dark thoughts

My blog... I never thought I'll actually get one of this. But I have channel some of my dark thoughts to their new home... there's barely any room in my head left for all of them... I hope that they will be happy at their new home, where they will have more interesting visitors, as they must be sick of talking to me everday. Is it actually possible that I too may be more relieved if I put some of them away for a while, even though I will be doubly reminded of them when I vist their new home?